Friday, October 26, 2007
spotlight.
woah. today is finally the last day of school. just got home from school and i'm already missing the clique. ={ had a band performance this morning. omgosh man. it was scary and so beautiful at the same time. the scary part was where all eyes were on us and the first time i'm performing officially for the school. when i was blowing my saxo, my stomach kept flip-floping and i was shaking so badly that i almost have no strength to press the keys. and the flashing of lights from the camera was so bright that it sorta distract me. the first piece wa okayokay. the second one was a complete disaster. the last one was almost perfect. kai mei made a mistake at the end, she came in early. i felt that the music yesterday was better. ugh. hope that for the next performance, we'll not be a disastrous disaster. =} from where i was standing, the atmosphere and sight was simply amazing. =D when i was walking out from the hall after the performance, i saw someone that had my tummy doing somersaults. so embarrassed to see that person. afte the performance, all of us headed back to the music room to pack our instruments. and gilbert said and did something very lame when we're in the music room.
*gilbert wearing his sch shirt over his band tee*rachael:
why did you wear your sch shirt over your band tee?gilbert:
because i love band so much that i don't wanna take off my band tee. i wanna keep my love for band in my heart.rachael: -.-"
ohh. did i mention that someone commited sucidein school? i'm not too sure myself if that person actually commited sucide or accidentally fell, but that's what i heard from other schoolmates. sad man. that person is a vair good person. =( hope it'll survive.
and.everyday.i.just.try.to.breathe. 1:32 PM
